...summer lovin...

i'm currently chattin with two of the craziest people in the world... ensia and gelllatin.. and we're havin a bit of a weird conversation.. *as always...* hahaha! jeikee is here at my place right now.. *namiss daw nya ako*
jeikee.. say hi!

*HI this is jeiks!! wala lng, i just dropped by at roz's house..wala lng, boring sa house eh!!heheh*

anyway... i just got home from another funky session of streetdancing... my god you should really visit one of our sessions... u're definitely gonna get exahusted just watching us! today we reviewed some of our turns.. *suppper nakakahilo!!!* and we also learned the basics of breakdancing (see, that's more i like it!)

wait commercial lng...

*jeiks keeps on asking me if she looks different (translation: kung gumaganda daw ba siya.. feel daw nuya kasi oo).. eto jeiks basahin mo! ~ANG GANDA GANDA NYAN! IKEEEEE!!~ masaya ka na? heheheh! luv u jeikss!*

back to my story.. we were taught the... the uhm... *what's that called again?* top... sumthin.. hehehe! and then the 6-step thingie.. uber cool man! haha! i actually feel like a pro now.. *nuh-uh! not even close, roz! hehehe!* it was so amazing watchin niño do all those stunts.. thanks to his rockhard muscles... hehehe! :) it was a pretty quick session but hey, i learned sumthin new! i'm super sure i'm guna be practicing my "helicopter" stunt all night.. *gudluck to my mom's precious vases and figurines! hehe!*

afterward, kat (my bestfriend), pat, melvin and i hung around for a while before leaving. they were supposed to drop me off somewhere near my place but turns out melvin had to go to UAP first and i had to go home already so i just asked him to drop me off the lrt station... *one nice boy, that melvin dude... hehehe!* and hence, the adventure begins! hehehe!

it was quite fun riding the LRT alone.. hahaha! squeezing urself between sweaty and *ahem, excuse me for the term,* stinky people (please please get a bathroom) is quite an experience i'm sure i wont forget.. hahaha!

so there... now i'm home in front of the computer, running out of things to say.. hehehe! so i dug into my pile of memorabilias *a.k.a., junk.. hehehe!* as promised! and i'd like to share with u another poem i wrote when i was really heartbroken... *sniff* hahahaha! feel free to comment on it if u wish!

PLAYIN' IT SAFE

When you said those words, I didnt know what to say

I just wanted to believe it was a dream

But no, it was real, it was no joke at all

A blurr was how everything seemed.

You let me go coz you want her more

I guess it's what I'll have to accept

You dont know how painful it is for my heart

TO know that your promise wasnt kept.

You must love her so much for you not to realize

That she doesnt care at all about you

Although I know, I can't find the words to explain

Coz i know that she's everything to you

What hurts me most is that I know she's not true

And I know that you deserve so much more

You deserve someone who'll love you the way you love her

And it's true, that's what I'm here for.

If only she can see that you mean the world to me

Maybe she'll understand and end the game

But I know she's enjoying what she's doin to you

And I'm the one who's left here in pain.

I can't help but cry coz that's all I can do

I know you've made up your mind

But I want you to know that the love I have for you

Is the kind of love that's hard to find.

Soon we will be parting ways

We'd have to say our goodbyes

My heart just wants to say, "I love you"

As I watch you with tears comin out of my eyes.

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hmm.. and before I bounce, here's one quote i received from mika my honey *hehe!* the other day... i hope that all u gals out there who are still lookin for that special someone wud keep this quote in mind as you begin to... COLLECT and SELECT. ;Þ

...:::Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake to watch u sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses ur forehead, who wants to show you off into the world when u're in sweats, who holds ur hadns infrnt of his friends. wait for the one who constantly reminds u of how much he cares about u and how lucky he is to have u. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "she's my one and only, and my first and last girl.":::...




...Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want him to, it doesn't mean he doesn't love you with all he has...